Here’s me this morning, pre coffee enema, all geared up to tell you that I have been working extra hard for a big oncology appointment this month.

I wanted to continue to show that my approach can and does work. To be blunt, I was ready to prove them wrong, yet again.

I was going to tell you today about how cancer isn’t actually the problem, it’s the result of many problems and then I was going to talk about the healing opportunities we can all find in our lives.

But, then they cancelled my appointment.

So instead I’ve had a cry and moved my body so not to repress the feelings. I’ve sat with myself and acknowledged how hard I’ve worked for so, so long and recognised it’s just the shock, the disappointment. The deflation. I know I’m not alone but sometimes it’s a lonely path.

But it’s my path. So as Yogi Bhajan used to say “Keep up and you will be kept up”.

I’ve done the Kriya for the Essence of Self, which helps to overcome the disappointments and scars in life that weigh us down.

(Yes, I get weighed down, too)

I choose the higher voltage that kundalini yoga provides, the expanded aura, I choose to captain my ship towards success (which means, I just continue with my protocol and my own testing regime).

And you know what? Fuck it. I didn’t need the appointment anyway, I’ve done it this far with my own intuition, own research and functional training. What would it have even done anyway?

Life can throw whatever it wants at you and me, but we can always choose how we respond. Keep up and you’ll be kept up.